Surgery Alternatives
I Wish I Could Sleep On My Left Side.
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This photo portrays one of my greatest wishes; I wish I could sleep on my left side.
This is MY secret:
I hate my heart. I hate it so much.
"…TAYLOR WTFFF IS WRONG WITH YOU?!"
No. I do not hate my heart in the metaphorical sense, which is probably what you all are thinking.
I hate the organ.
The sound of a beating heart terrifies me so much that I can’t even bare to hold someone too tight or close in fear of feeling their or my own heartbeat.
I cannot EVER get my blood pressure taken properly because the feeling of blood pulsing in my veins makes me want to literally rip myself apart. This kinda pisses off doctors more than it does me though….
Have you ever caught me having what seems to be a repetitive twitch thing? I do it all the time. It’s completely voluntary and I usually do it whenever I feel a murmur coming on or during one. I know it’s dumb, but during one I have no choice but to feel my heart beating throughout my ENTIRE BODY. The only alternative is simply waiting for it to pass, and there’s no way I can sit through that.
And the most irritating (and yes, kinda irrational) is the fact that I cannot sleep on my tummy or left side. Both ways causes me to flip the heck out and toss and turn for a while. And I often wake up in the middle of the night from feeling my heart bounce off my mattress and pulse in my ears from lying the wrong way. I swear, the feeling of blood filling my ears and pulsing through my neck could wake me up in any stage of sleep.
Yeah. This is probably one of the most irrational aspects of my being, if not, the only. Otherwise I’m completely normal 
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Phentermine Side Effects, Holistic Weight Loss and Weight Loss Surgery Alternatives
Article by Bonnie MeChelle
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Wow…
Thank you for sharing that.
The photo is lovely
i enjoy this (:
Thank you
I can’t believe I actually did this :/
whoaaa, are you serious? that’s incredible.
like this picture :}
gorgeous photo. it makes me sad to know this about you tho. at least you KNOW this about yourself, and your not in denial or anything
1. how did you do that stitching? it’s amazing.
2. your eyelashes make awesome shadows.
3. I love the part "the feeling of blood pulsing in my veins makes me want to literally rip myself apart." as sick as it is.
&yeaaaah, i just really like this :]
Thanks guys!
@just some giiirl
I drew it on my skin then burned and dodged certain parts
And thanks for noticing the little parts
Sore ribs … or is the elastic bandage merely a prop like the stitches (which appear real at first glance)? Good picture and lighting
thanks for posting this